Im getting anxious again all of this intrusive thoughts that i wish to go away.
I’m getting pressured with my life right now and my career.
I’m getting older and ang layo ko pa sa mga goals ko.
Masyado ko mayabang I created this self-image of me and I’m getting pressured to meet that image that I set for myself.
I have bigger goals.
I said I’m gonna build generational wealth.
I’m gonna build an empire.
Lagi ko sinasabi one of my biggest dream was to be listed in Forbes magazine and to be honest napakahirap niya specially if you’re gonna start from ground up.
If you don’t have resources or a network that can help you build the empire you want…
I’m literally building it with my sweat and blood.
My anxiety kicks in.
I’m getting self-doubt.
Kaya ko pa ba to? O Masyado ba ako ambisyoso? I know deep inside me i have all of this potential. People saw me as a genius talented guy with a lot of potential but the truth is im not. I have a lot of flaws i have a lot of insecurities and imperfections. I act tough even if im too vulnerable
I already made a lot of mistakes my life are full of ups and down. I failed a lot and bounce back as fast as i can. Im getting burnout i felt like wala pa ring nangyayari after all the sacrifices and suffering i went through.
But one thing I know is I am committed to whatever I want in life.
I’m getting older.
I’m also getting pressured to find a partner in life.
I wanted to have a partner who’s been there when I was nothing…
Until I achieve everything.
For me, that’s the biggest flex I could ever have. But if walang pede kahit pera nalang just kidding!
Andaming gumugulo sa isipan ko tama nga sila the biggest battle you have to face is not your enemy, its the battle within yourself. How can i win a battle if my enemy is the same guy i look at the mirror?